It's Sunday afternoon and I'm watching the chiefs beat up one the Packers. This particular day this is the last thing my mind. I am lost in a darkness, a darkness that has little hope for light. Im in love with a man who has little to no respect for me. He would rather put me down than to ever lift me up. So I am short on money of course because it's Christmas time. He is being a asshole to me because I am broke. News flash piece of shit, I spent my last 400 dollars on you. So how dare you treat me like shit. I need to find the strength to stand up and say no more. He acts like every aspect of my life is his business but, wouldn't volunteer any information about his. back to making this about me. This will be the one part of my life for now that he can not control or push around.
I have not had a great life. I will probably never tell anyone a quarter of the things that have happened to me in my lifetime. Half of it is embarassing and the other half is too painful to talk about.
Life has turnedd me from a lil angel to a lil devil.
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