Who am I?

Who am I? This is something I think about alot.
I am stubborn and most times outspoken.
I am rarely jealous but, frequently insecure.
I want to be a good mother and to be happy.
I don't mind being alone but, am often lonely.
I hang on to things to long sometimes but, also able to walk away.
I love my friends but, feel betrayed by most of them.
I think O.J. is a murderer.
I sometimes drink too much.
I don't cry often but, when I do it,s hard to stop.
I love movies.
My mother is a drunk and not a good one.
I get by in life but, still feel like I'm failing sometimes.
I'm not truely happy about where I am in life.
I miss what I can't have badly.